Tuesday, January 6, 2015
Problem
They keep making noises and it's irritating my head, like someone else did. My brain is like bubbling up. They think it's okay if they are mean to me. They even just talked back to that.
I can't trust anyone. This was a lie.
I can't trust anyone. This was a lie.
Funning
Why is certain person spreading out things about me in a derogatory manner, like a rumor?
Is there anything wrong that you would punish me for this very post here? ={ What exactly does anyone wan'it to say? I just noticed that I didn't do anything to even be made fun of. =0 Is this all behind-my-back, not really what it looks like? It does seem very tacky under it all. I must admit. Why? For abstract reasons and that it's a mislabeled/mishandled fact. :| See, I explain myself and mean no harm. Sorry, I bet you'll act like your other side now and be nice and make me feel bad for saying this.
I will not respect this person for being so mean and acting like they can judge people. I am being bombarded with insults in my room, little noises that sound like talking somehow. They also threatened me with something very bad..
I think they did this so I had to put the experiment label on this.
Is there anything wrong that you would punish me for this very post here? ={ What exactly does anyone wan'it to say? I just noticed that I didn't do anything to even be made fun of. =0 Is this all behind-my-back, not really what it looks like? It does seem very tacky under it all. I must admit. Why? For abstract reasons and that it's a mislabeled/mishandled fact. :| See, I explain myself and mean no harm. Sorry, I bet you'll act like your other side now and be nice and make me feel bad for saying this.
I will not respect this person for being so mean and acting like they can judge people. I am being bombarded with insults in my room, little noises that sound like talking somehow. They also threatened me with something very bad..
I think they did this so I had to put the experiment label on this.
Supper
bigger salad (lettuce head, broccoli, carrots, olives, black olives, oil)
yek the spaghetti sauce tastes like soup
yek the spaghetti sauce tastes like soup
Crazy
This person is like a demon coming back at me if I write down something they did, playing around like a minkey. I don't like wasting my time with a feeling because they can control what goes on on my computer. I know what the message says.
How to Fix Yourself
When I was young, I felt like I went crazy in a social environment, struggling I guess to learn.
Something on TV
Wounded Warrior
That's something good to notice, that company. I hope they can use a computer with their SO and speaking what they type.
That's something good to notice, that company. I hope they can use a computer with their SO and speaking what they type.
Problem
They keep instilling upon me ways I don't wanna be. I found out watching TV. They don't push people into others. Like this other person.. They get to do it themselves and be free.
I feel a threat coming or being built, now, why is it like that?
What if it's not something I like and there to punish me? So, I guess everyone is lame. I like different people in different ways. This is not fullout okay. Is it? Or everyone is a phony. Can't find any people? If someone else messed up their life, why ruin it for a child? What about the other children who don't have to do this? Does that make sense? I just said someone's life might really be messed up or not to someone's liking more than most personally. I hope they get better, tho.
Why are people so threatening about thinking the truth? In general situations. Is this a new thing?
I feel a threat coming or being built, now, why is it like that?
What if it's not something I like and there to punish me? So, I guess everyone is lame. I like different people in different ways. This is not fullout okay. Is it? Or everyone is a phony. Can't find any people? If someone else messed up their life, why ruin it for a child? What about the other children who don't have to do this? Does that make sense? I just said someone's life might really be messed up or not to someone's liking more than most personally. I hope they get better, tho.
Why are people so threatening about thinking the truth? In general situations. Is this a new thing?
Someone lied.
They were too ashamed to admit what they were doing the 1st time the 2nd time around. They are watching to make sure it's about this 1 person all the time. They pretty much copy others/me and try to somehow knock us outta the game or the fact that there even comes a game that involves "their kind." It makes it hard for me to believe that sending such rambunctious messages would happen if they didn't set an example. I think it's all up in the air and an unfair punishment. If they don't enjoy it as game, they should get with the program LOL or not do it like that..
Nothing specific happened that I wish to report. I just sense this pervading the environment. I just wanted to post about it cuz I noticed it. It wasn't supposed to matter, but it's suggested it's a punishment.
They are irritating me about it, too, pretending it has to happen. Rubbing it in, playing around, distorting my perception and perhaps the environment and circumstance. It digs in and irritates me, different things in turn. I am a good person and I care about bad people. This should not happen to me.
Not sure what else to say. About something always happening to me to irritate me except that it does. I just say something, and for some reason they pop up.
So.. just saying. I don't want to get mad about it, too. I dunno why I said that. Cuz I don't wanna get mad. It's not why I post it.. Someone out there might read it and alter the world!
Nothing specific happened that I wish to report. I just sense this pervading the environment. I just wanted to post about it cuz I noticed it. It wasn't supposed to matter, but it's suggested it's a punishment.
They are irritating me about it, too, pretending it has to happen. Rubbing it in, playing around, distorting my perception and perhaps the environment and circumstance. It digs in and irritates me, different things in turn. I am a good person and I care about bad people. This should not happen to me.
Not sure what else to say. About something always happening to me to irritate me except that it does. I just say something, and for some reason they pop up.
So.. just saying. I don't want to get mad about it, too. I dunno why I said that. Cuz I don't wanna get mad. It's not why I post it.. Someone out there might read it and alter the world!
Website Update
Glitches
I find web address popups at the bottom of my bog when I read it or other sites on Google Chrome sometimes.
I find web address popups at the bottom of my bog when I read it or other sites on Google Chrome sometimes.
Is there a reason..
..someone keeps punishing me? Why the change? What a shame.. :( No offense.
Some people just like to take out the garbage 1st. It's an LA thing, too. Real LA-ers are nice, like me, at home.
I'm not trying to start anything. Tried to make this post short and sweet. Just reporting my feelings. I tend to experience reactions.
When people talk to me, they keep like digging into things that don't matter.
There's something peculiar about this post you may have noticed I don't mean.
Anyway, what I said really, ask anyone. I don't mean what the undertone said, in a way, if you caught the same undertone as I did. Sorry! Don't know how to .. operate on that.
Some people just like to take out the garbage 1st. It's an LA thing, too. Real LA-ers are nice, like me, at home.
I'm not trying to start anything. Tried to make this post short and sweet. Just reporting my feelings. I tend to experience reactions.
When people talk to me, they keep like digging into things that don't matter.
There's something peculiar about this post you may have noticed I don't mean.
Anyway, what I said really, ask anyone. I don't mean what the undertone said, in a way, if you caught the same undertone as I did. Sorry! Don't know how to .. operate on that.
Popping Up
It seems like people are popping up when I try to get away from them. I mean, like destroying fragile "things" in possibility.
I mean coming in and saying, "I'm involved." Which means.. weird messages over the whole long period of time. Things I don't get. Things that should be happier for them. I'm sorta stuck as a girl with a blog. They're stuck on Twitter.
I mean coming in and saying, "I'm involved." Which means.. weird messages over the whole long period of time. Things I don't get. Things that should be happier for them. I'm sorta stuck as a girl with a blog. They're stuck on Twitter.
Upset @ Gay Marriage in FL
Why is Ellen so friendly on the show but online sounds like she's hooting and hollering? Like saying nanny nanny boo boo I'm gay and you're not my wife but only I can be cool.
So, I guess..
..they are pulling more things on me since something. It made me sad it was affected by an accident. It's too much pressure to control everything in my head.
Bullying
Do you know about people who are wrong to bully you but try to convince you that they're right?
Problem
Now, they are having someone send me secret messages because of something they thought happened that was bad, but it was too much to control.
Idea
I don't have money now, but I wanna use a dating site to meet I guess guys. Not sure how to make just regular friends with other girls. I am ready to have my 2 kids now, 1 1/2 years, 1 right after the other, with natural chosing if it's a boy or girl.
Apology
Sorry I got so upset. I got upset other times, but sometimes it's not worth it to say. Probably was a waste of blog space. No harm in "talking it out."
Plan
I'm gonna try to meet people for fun @ eHarmony, maybe Norway, cuz I don't want all the boys to go gone. I just have to wait to pay. I'm 28. It's easy to talk to people, I think.
Problem
They keep making things like timed about my dad supposedly. I wanna be left alone in this regard. I'm sure it'll have to stop. I'll have to ignore these things.
Problem
So, they keep rubbing something in, these people observing me.
I don't know who said to do this, but my dad made my face feel like a hand. He was upset. They aren't upset at someone else for things.
They won't stop harassing me.
I don't know who said to do this, but my dad made my face feel like a hand. He was upset. They aren't upset at someone else for things.
They won't stop harassing me.
Toilet Not Working
You know, I get followed around with problems by someone. Did this start with someone else for some reason? How is that okay? I didn't do anything. You all keep acting like I'm bad. I said I'm not. What is going on? :( I know this is wrong, the person who usually does this. It doesn't mean nothing to me. You can't tell. This person is preventing me from being okay with other people. They even act like they caused plane crashes, etc., just to stimulate me.
Ew, someone talked about their face and I thought of discharge in my face! Is it cuz I dyed my hair gold cuz you think someone is mad cuza it? Why are people thinking they can observe and manipulate me?
Where is this going? What did I do? Nothing. Someone else/other people are doing this. Do you think it's just a coincidence? Whenever my brother visits, the toilet "broke" in a different way.
I'm just really sad and feel threatened for being upset. Why? I'm not doing anything. I'm just saying it upset me. I explained up there why, this person stalking me. Why do you need to offer a peace offering for oneself? I don't know if it will happen again. I did nothing! I just accidentally thought something on the way to Phantom, and now people are so mad. They look incredibly foolish, indeed.
If I did do something wrong, it was not on purpose. This seemed rather an odd situation.
Also, I don't like to look in the toilet. Sometimes, not even when I wipe myself.
This is another joke by someone to get me to put something on my blog to fight dramatically/jumpily.
Again, in closure, I am sad and reporting this because it upset me. I should just take it as nothing, but I feel that people are all being mean to me. Why are people all secretly acting like they know more about if I'm good or bad yet seem to not really know? About the person, well the person does things like that and seemed excited. It made me feel queasy. There is no explanation. What if I did that? There would be no explanation. I don't care what a certain person wants. I'm brushing it aside! Or violently fighting it!
They won't stop making suggestions to me and it like continues. Why? Or it really hits and I just don't know what to do. I get made fun of and don't feel like tackily forming a mad feeling. They just gave a sign again!
Also, something made my nose feel more dead and hard. What happened? Another thing I did by accident? It's not going away.
Why are people going in and being suggestive to me when I literally didn't do nor start anything?
Okay, anyway, I'm going off to eat, now.
Ew, someone talked about their face and I thought of discharge in my face! Is it cuz I dyed my hair gold cuz you think someone is mad cuza it? Why are people thinking they can observe and manipulate me?
Where is this going? What did I do? Nothing. Someone else/other people are doing this. Do you think it's just a coincidence? Whenever my brother visits, the toilet "broke" in a different way.
I'm just really sad and feel threatened for being upset. Why? I'm not doing anything. I'm just saying it upset me. I explained up there why, this person stalking me. Why do you need to offer a peace offering for oneself? I don't know if it will happen again. I did nothing! I just accidentally thought something on the way to Phantom, and now people are so mad. They look incredibly foolish, indeed.
If I did do something wrong, it was not on purpose. This seemed rather an odd situation.
Also, I don't like to look in the toilet. Sometimes, not even when I wipe myself.
This is another joke by someone to get me to put something on my blog to fight dramatically/jumpily.
Again, in closure, I am sad and reporting this because it upset me. I should just take it as nothing, but I feel that people are all being mean to me. Why are people all secretly acting like they know more about if I'm good or bad yet seem to not really know? About the person, well the person does things like that and seemed excited. It made me feel queasy. There is no explanation. What if I did that? There would be no explanation. I don't care what a certain person wants. I'm brushing it aside! Or violently fighting it!
They won't stop making suggestions to me and it like continues. Why? Or it really hits and I just don't know what to do. I get made fun of and don't feel like tackily forming a mad feeling. They just gave a sign again!
Also, something made my nose feel more dead and hard. What happened? Another thing I did by accident? It's not going away.
Why are people going in and being suggestive to me when I literally didn't do nor start anything?
Okay, anyway, I'm going off to eat, now.
More Thoughts on "Dad"
I feel so blatant like I have his tongue and toes.
It's kinda annoying you feel like you can't be left alone as a person. Like, when a fat, dark, Caucasian guy, which happened, follows you and won't stop asking you like to marry them. They tend to do that or used to.
I feel a bit crinkled like my mom, don't like it, feels ***. Some of it's actually okay.. Maybe cuz I enjoyed some of my dad's extremities. He thinks he has to be perfect and for me secretly, but he keeps being upset. I don't wanna be just like Grams, but I thought she was so cool growing up. It seems my dad stared her down to punish me. I don't wanna be like the other grandparents, neither. Well, my Gramma's parents looked good and his dad kinda did, tho I heard he had problems. His dad's side seems like the only normal side. My Gram is having problems with me, I feel. I just sent her something in the mail. I really didn't do anything. She just has problems. I don't wanna be just like anyone, tho. I don't really think anyone does. I guess I set some of the stakes too high. And others not high enough. It's something you realize late. I like these people, but I'm a different person from everyone.
It's kinda annoying you feel like you can't be left alone as a person. Like, when a fat, dark, Caucasian guy, which happened, follows you and won't stop asking you like to marry them. They tend to do that or used to.
I feel a bit crinkled like my mom, don't like it, feels ***. Some of it's actually okay.. Maybe cuz I enjoyed some of my dad's extremities. He thinks he has to be perfect and for me secretly, but he keeps being upset. I don't wanna be just like Grams, but I thought she was so cool growing up. It seems my dad stared her down to punish me. I don't wanna be like the other grandparents, neither. Well, my Gramma's parents looked good and his dad kinda did, tho I heard he had problems. His dad's side seems like the only normal side. My Gram is having problems with me, I feel. I just sent her something in the mail. I really didn't do anything. She just has problems. I don't wanna be just like anyone, tho. I don't really think anyone does. I guess I set some of the stakes too high. And others not high enough. It's something you realize late. I like these people, but I'm a different person from everyone.
Up
Slept a total of like 11 hours.
Waiting for the bathroom.
I woke up a few times, slept with TV. I remember my 1st dream. The people were nice. A tall female who was a little obese with like dirty blonde hair put her arm around me near the end. It was a dangerous mission dream.
Before sleeping, watched Judge Judy, as well, so Dr. Oz, Dr. Phil, Judge Judy, all the same channel.
Waiting for the bathroom.
I woke up a few times, slept with TV. I remember my 1st dream. The people were nice. A tall female who was a little obese with like dirty blonde hair put her arm around me near the end. It was a dangerous mission dream.
Before sleeping, watched Judge Judy, as well, so Dr. Oz, Dr. Phil, Judge Judy, all the same channel.
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