Sometimes, when the mother is 26, the baby is fresh. Too bad I can't tell you my mom's age. But, people thought we were sisters and I was a doll. It doesn't sound like she was 15 when I was born, tho.. My 2nd cousin's oldest daughter, that's a different story. Her sister has dark hair.
Just because my brother was born when my mom was older, people have beaten me up, scratched me and ripped me up but not literally disfiguring me like that.. trying to even me out and blaming me for my brother's problems. Have you heard the story? That people disdain their younger siblings, much less be beat up for their anger? It's partly like an excuse for my mom to not pester me and make me feel ugly. I bet tho I always wore pigtails she was too lazy to have me in sunblock or I was born colored but not gray colored.
Sunday, January 4, 2015
Back
I go some makeup and pecan chocolates and a drink.. + a sandwich and a drink I didn't like with high fructose corn syrup. It cost a lotta money, wasn't sure I should get it. I need new makeup and I got some nice ones but not too many.
Wells
Who am I talking to..? Let me guess, I am also allowed to address total strangers on here..
Hello, sweetie! I love you all! There, you can forget about me now.
What more to say.. I hope life treats you kindly. Uh-huh uh-huh uh-huh.
I think the New Year's resolution that popped out for me was that the generations be restored to their positive glory which is effectively good. It's so sad to see the world fall like this, all because they want to bring justice in every facet possible. That got them more comfortable yet not on top. I think people are just upset with themselves physically. We need to have more "adult gymnastics" and better adult ballet.
Hello, sweetie! I love you all! There, you can forget about me now.
What more to say.. I hope life treats you kindly. Uh-huh uh-huh uh-huh.
I think the New Year's resolution that popped out for me was that the generations be restored to their positive glory which is effectively good. It's so sad to see the world fall like this, all because they want to bring justice in every facet possible. That got them more comfortable yet not on top. I think people are just upset with themselves physically. We need to have more "adult gymnastics" and better adult ballet.
Woke Up
I woke up around 5/6.
I ate some supper with my parents. My brother is with a friend..
My dad just shaved off all my hair, and I used Wen. It leaves hair light and limp. I mean, it makes the color lighter. It also isn't "real shampoo" so makes hair fall down rather than poof up.
I'm gonna jog soon. I was gonna wait and check out the online world later but may get tired.
I ate some supper with my parents. My brother is with a friend..
My dad just shaved off all my hair, and I used Wen. It leaves hair light and limp. I mean, it makes the color lighter. It also isn't "real shampoo" so makes hair fall down rather than poof up.
I'm gonna jog soon. I was gonna wait and check out the online world later but may get tired.
Edit
I edited the title to a post so it isn't plagiarism. (He's There.. It's the Phantom of the Opera)
2 or 3 of my relatives/in-laws
who dyed their hair and smoked a lot in life passed away in the 2000s and 2010s. They were older already. I like to take a smoke but don't, and my hair has been dyed a lot, as well as chopped off.
To Talk or Not to Talk
Do you ever feel some people are wrapping you up but not talking to you.. act like they want you to talk to them? But they don't.
This actually happens to me a lot, in a way. People want me to recite their creeds of life in my head or something or give it up and act like I don't know what's important to do. I have not much money yet to donate to something..
Do you know people who pretend they wanna help you, but in the end they're "helping themselves?" I was alluding in my head to people who get attention and put themselves down.
This actually happens to me a lot, in a way. People want me to recite their creeds of life in my head or something or give it up and act like I don't know what's important to do. I have not much money yet to donate to something..
Do you know people who pretend they wanna help you, but in the end they're "helping themselves?" I was alluding in my head to people who get attention and put themselves down.
The People Who Want the Same "Thing" 1st
(You know, thought-based things.)
It's strange that it's older people like my dad that take a precedence for this. How/In what way will we go on, now that we found formula this out? Will we take care of it 1st without hurting any innocent people?
I hope this informative topic is useful.
It's strange that it's older people like my dad that take a precedence for this. How/In what way will we go on, now that we found formula this out? Will we take care of it 1st without hurting any innocent people?
I hope this informative topic is useful.
Buzzing off My Hair
I'm gonna use my Wen because it makes my hair lighter. It'll be over 2 inches by my birthday, May 20th. :) :o tonight tonight
I just took a shower.
I am refreshed but wet and have no socks on, which I hate. The junk is all sitting in my tummy.
Should someone who
is hateful and spiteful have things the way they want? People just tend to find me guilty forever, don't thinka nothin' else. It's just not even a philosophy of why I'm in jail. It's more of a game.
I ha-ave returned!
I'm so sore in the stomach, but it doesn't hurt badly like usual cuza all the walking. I've eaten junk food all the night/early morn hours that I et. I probably will fall asleep before a shower but don't really know for sure.
Who agrees I should be punished?
Some/Necessarily all of the people who get closest to me who still have it good?
Am I Scrooge on Christmas asking that Tiny Tim make it, along with thyself?
N-never forget that anyone and everyone can make it in the end. We just have to shuffle things around so people will stop bickering. I am big on that. I just want a polished life, and I see the invitations in the minimum wage caliber of work. How can I do that if I wanna be a singer, let alone actor?
Yes, we could all be actors but not all be the most famous. We have to see who's got what and what others want to do later. I'm thinking of entering the Entertainment Business. If not already in it as a self-employed writing stuff and yes singing.
Will I follow a sad demise like Eponine from Les Miserables insofar as she dies? She starts off the fortunate daughter of 2 inkeepers, whereas Cosette used to not be as high a caliber as she socially/monetarily speaking.
Am I Scrooge on Christmas asking that Tiny Tim make it, along with thyself?
N-never forget that anyone and everyone can make it in the end. We just have to shuffle things around so people will stop bickering. I am big on that. I just want a polished life, and I see the invitations in the minimum wage caliber of work. How can I do that if I wanna be a singer, let alone actor?
Yes, we could all be actors but not all be the most famous. We have to see who's got what and what others want to do later. I'm thinking of entering the Entertainment Business. If not already in it as a self-employed writing stuff and yes singing.
How destitute can a person be?
..thinking on what is possible with their lives and what could be terminated any day?
How do you feel about people in hi places?..
..who do not realize, tho good people at the root, don't really have too many things going for them anymore? They could supposedly die any day by unknown forces, as could anyone, and what will they have to say about their helplessness compared to the supposed worth a person has to live?
chrismannmusic
@ brooke.morris Wow! You and Chris are both obsessed with what's in this video!! I actually read an article about posting your favorite movie clips online, tho I am afraid it is illegal. I own Elf. I saw it at my therapist's office, some of it. I liked Zooey Deschanel. I liked the kids that you see come after the boss shows Elf around or whoever he is. 1 is probably 1 of those kids born around 1997-1998, and the other was born like 1992-1994. The later was more slick and slim, but the younger one was being cared for and caressed sorta in the background. The 2 kids are the only reason I like it. It's a nice movie to see once for me. I think Chris asked for our go-to Christmas movies a little while ago and he mentioned this and Home Alone. I would be interested to recap on Home Alone but didn't really like what I inspected of it, seemed a bit false.. Did you know that actor played the Nutcracker prince in a DVD? I lost it, but some of it is cute. I shouldn't have been spending that money, back in 2006/7 when I moved to Orlando. Chris, sorry this post is long, but it's about you guys's supposedly both favored movie, at least! Was explaining what I liked when I got it.
He's There .. It's the Phantom of the Opera
This was totally a great experience. I saw it 3 times with Chris Mann as the Phantom. There was lots to say, but I forgot it all now. It wasn't just about the show. It was fun.
I screamed so loudly when the Phantom came out. I did twice, tried to replicate what I did for Sarah Brightman and Jackie Evancho, once each concert, I know I was able at the 1st. I also screamed for the orchestra.
So, today, I told my dad that the stairs were there in spite or something but that they were my favorite, other than the guy who played the Phantom. It seems dangerous.
The actors were so good today. I wanted to shout out for Raoul. Christine gave a sound performance! I feel more like the stereotypical musical theater character with long curly hair. I went out wandering like a woman. She's supposed to be a teenager.
I also talked to another person before. I said, are you a dancer, to a girl with a tight blonde bun, and she said she was Meg. I said, "Oh my gosh..!..You were so good!" Someone else talked. I was happy to see Raoul and Christine but didn't get to stop and chat. I wanted to give praise to them. I didn't really like being in a dress such as this. I don't know what to spend to do about my hair, too. Just shave it? Get a wig.. Money money money money .. but I think I can do it.
At the bathroom at intermission, I told some girls they could meet him but didn't see them that I know of. They should announce it. Or even have people pay to do it.
I screamed so loudly when the Phantom came out. I did twice, tried to replicate what I did for Sarah Brightman and Jackie Evancho, once each concert, I know I was able at the 1st. I also screamed for the orchestra.
So, today, I told my dad that the stairs were there in spite or something but that they were my favorite, other than the guy who played the Phantom. It seems dangerous.
The actors were so good today. I wanted to shout out for Raoul. Christine gave a sound performance! I feel more like the stereotypical musical theater character with long curly hair. I went out wandering like a woman. She's supposed to be a teenager.
I also talked to another person before. I said, are you a dancer, to a girl with a tight blonde bun, and she said she was Meg. I said, "Oh my gosh..!..You were so good!" Someone else talked. I was happy to see Raoul and Christine but didn't get to stop and chat. I wanted to give praise to them. I didn't really like being in a dress such as this. I don't know what to spend to do about my hair, too. Just shave it? Get a wig.. Money money money money .. but I think I can do it.
At the bathroom at intermission, I told some girls they could meet him but didn't see them that I know of. They should announce it. Or even have people pay to do it.
Depression
I was in bed this morning/yesterday and realized I'm not a teenager with people ready for me to go out and live. I'm dysfunctional. Remember that "popular" term??
The Positive Things I've Done-
When I lived in Louisiana, I had Florida in my heart.
When I moved to Orlando, I was Slidellian Louisianian/New Orleanian. Now, I've been here awhile, I'm not Floridian so much but an O-nizen. It's the better alternative to LA and, sorry to say, LV. It's Florida, Disney, it's the real deal, Disney has a carpet laid out. I was stuck cuz my family was such a nuisance in the environment and I didn't think of ear plugs. Just at the table was bad for me.
I always understood how good to move to the South/country or up north to experience life. I mean, the midwest is excellent. I spent a long time fascinated with someone from there. I had this teacher in singing in group classes all my 1st year. I just happen to still live at home, a bit sick. Sick feeling. I found there were differences that weren't so different- I've gotten in trouble.. I'm no longer what I once was and didn't get affected by a nurturing environment, like ever. It's been awhile, Mom's sick with cancer. I don't mean to complain to anyone. I'm just explaining.
When Mardi Gras comes to Orlando, no one cares about me, cuz I moved when I was 12.
When I moved to Orlando, I was Slidellian Louisianian/New Orleanian. Now, I've been here awhile, I'm not Floridian so much but an O-nizen. It's the better alternative to LA and, sorry to say, LV. It's Florida, Disney, it's the real deal, Disney has a carpet laid out. I was stuck cuz my family was such a nuisance in the environment and I didn't think of ear plugs. Just at the table was bad for me.
I always understood how good to move to the South/country or up north to experience life. I mean, the midwest is excellent. I spent a long time fascinated with someone from there. I had this teacher in singing in group classes all my 1st year. I just happen to still live at home, a bit sick. Sick feeling. I found there were differences that weren't so different- I've gotten in trouble.. I'm no longer what I once was and didn't get affected by a nurturing environment, like ever. It's been awhile, Mom's sick with cancer. I don't mean to complain to anyone. I'm just explaining.
When Mardi Gras comes to Orlando, no one cares about me, cuz I moved when I was 12.
Being Provided For
1st off, I am a personality, not just a person with heritage from the South.. I lived in New Orleans all thru junior hi and hi school and college, it feels. So, I can provide. I dunno what's up the stairs with my dad? Experiencing life the way he deems up to par.
I guess my writing was so awfully negative because I do not have up north heritage other than when I went to college there and some at my visits, tho I think they saw me as from Florida. I don't say, "I'm Floridian." "I'm from Florida-" And I don't live on a rich beach.
Because I don't like every aspect of my heritage, it seems. I can fix it, but there's just this fetish. I do stand back. I think people just got mad they weren't from there. It seems those places are normal and family-oriented. Other places are all "the South." Even New England moved to .. "the South." Those are the Acadians. You know, I forgot what Cajun meant. That's where I lived all those years I mentioned.
I can provide . I am 28. I am Louisianian. You can't take that away .. from me! I have tricks up my sleeve, as well.
I guess my writing was so awfully negative because I do not have up north heritage other than when I went to college there and some at my visits, tho I think they saw me as from Florida. I don't say, "I'm Floridian." "I'm from Florida-" And I don't live on a rich beach.
Because I don't like every aspect of my heritage, it seems. I can fix it, but there's just this fetish. I do stand back. I think people just got mad they weren't from there. It seems those places are normal and family-oriented. Other places are all "the South." Even New England moved to .. "the South." Those are the Acadians. You know, I forgot what Cajun meant. That's where I lived all those years I mentioned.
I can provide . I am 28. I am Louisianian. You can't take that away .. from me! I have tricks up my sleeve, as well.
My Misadventures..!
Of course one of the favorite things I've done is go see The Phantom of the Opera today in Tampa. It's not really a milestone but a favorite thing.... and I don't have many of those, insofar as I do have things I like yet not .. "favorite" .. things. Things in life, in my life.. With racism, I lost the feeling I'd live forever. Sadly, after seeing a real ghost at my Gramma's, she acted like no more ghosts and there were .. no more ghosts. Not even the hidden ones from my little brother. Not the little things, which I expected would somewhat have to come to a halt. Symbols of nothing. Nothing but black holes on this earth.
I ran into an Asian lady, and I had just been half called a retard half joked with and I was so stupid and tired I was upset. I waltzed around, and people looked at me like "I didn't do 'it.'" I felt tired and was ready to be left alone driving there. I dunno why really, I know I had a mad streak, but when I ran into the lady, who was tan and seemed prejudiced I thought, "Got away." I didn't do anything, didn't try to make this known. I thought then, "Go find your real children," and looked at white people and it didn't happen. They literally called me the n word, I feel. They kinda smiled, too. Wait, it wasn't even, "Go away," which I think a lot. It was, "Leave me alone." She acted like maybe I was something weird as an Asian as some accomplishment and that now I was nothing. She thought she had my life to torture I feel, now. I ended it positive and all, thinking snappily, "It's not in it in *blank*" It just sorta came out. No one will leave me alone, all these losers here. That brings me to The Phantom of the Opera. The Phantom, whom I saw it for, acted like messed up Orlando was good, so good.. and that Tampa thinking they were real Floridians were bad. It doesn't say anywhere how long one lives somewhere. It's all about getting attention from Europe as being a "pure race." And it was just "no." I'm sorry, but I think a lotta us think we'd love other cultures. I myself lived in a different culture than either parent. I have a lotta benefits people are jealous of and people think I couldn't emulate and recreate the phantom. That's not what I do with myself, tho, tho it kinda is.. I don't shoot for that itself but to be me in a better way, LOL..
So, this whole time, my dad is driving like a mad man on the inside in spirit. Just because I slipped. The show wasn't lame, but the situation still existed, like it was more important.
I will admit I was not perfect, but I cannot seem to check myself out since Tim Burton and Johnny Depp became famous. It's not because of me but because of my parents that I would not be considered Floridian and New Orleanian. I am suspicious of the fact that being New Yorker and Pennsylvanian is trashy in some way.. Something is owed and due to me. I will not say I am my parents only to be told suddenly it is better to be from somewhere I'm not when I just said that. I mean, 1st me having blood from PA is uncool and suddenly when I describe it PA means something again for the people who live there but not me, like some trick. Like I'm not a worthy servant. Quit making Pennsylvaniers and New Yorkers servants to embody that which you think is a sorta basic scratch and sniff example to parade while you use us as like simple little legos when we're real people. LOL, that made sense, but I don't know how.
I sound rather mad here, and I don't intend to. It just seemed like I was being tricked that I should say something else or that it would take way too long or maybe I just don't wanna fix something this long and meaningless. Meaningless explanations to me, in a way. I don't know about bad guys in New York and Pennsylvania. I went there in the airport, and the men there were very competent, Buffalo, NY. NYC seems spectacular, maybe a bit agitated, never toured there. I did land in a plane there and stayed on it on my way to Rochester, NY for 2 weeks.
I just remembered I forgot to add up there that I got my female thing before the show started and it got bigger than usual. I see it affects my ability to think. I also got hungry but feel to shy to go out and get something, also am using the restroom. Water! Also wanna get this down on my blog. I don't have snack cracker packs to open up.. I need to be on a diet. I got off it a bit. Not just the holidays..
So, about what I think, I dunno about what I'm made of from my parents it being boring in Pennsylvania in the 1950s and 1960s and the farmers before that. My mom's side I think owned something like a factory or farm on a side. That's probably what's to worry about, the mentality you can get from Mom and Dad.. I bet you trust people who move to Florida from PA more than me? I was not even created up north, and my mom is not even from this hemisphere but as white as white can be. *bawls* Will we ever solve the mystery of Dad? Any of us, including us Pennsylvaniers, could be born somewhere like Pennsylvania, and it'd "have" to work out. It's not a guarantee we won't be! I just don't think Pennsylvania sucks. I have a good mix from Pennsylvania and a little from New York. None from the 2 P cities. Boy o boy, wait until you look for a city in the NE. I agree, PA is its own animal! It's like, okay, I got what I want, should I go? NY has some issues, but some of it seems okay. It seems like a class barrier. They do get mad. PA? They are questionable. It might make me seem stupid to be from a farm from there. Wait, that is inaccurate. That is my dad. Just because I was shy in Slidell, LA, does not mean I am not actually from there. People want to lock others up as a failure since Tim Burton and Johnny Depp became famous. We can't further ourselves. I lived in Sllidell, LA, from 2 years of junior hi, all 4 years of hi school, and some college in the city. My shyness is getting in the way of me being judged. I think some people just don't like me. CA and FL are boring heritage-wise. FL has nice beaches, tho. See what's here.. I guarantee you, people from CA and FL have brains.
Um, don't make up more excuses like I was white before and now I'm not. I didn't make myself tan. Lotta people get tans, and my skin is usually paler, my face. My Gramma was white but not pink and looks a little darker now. She has the paternal Native American indian. Her mom has Ashkenazi Jewish, too. Perhaps, my dad's dad was white and from NE PA. Also, he has relatives in Cleveland, where I loved it so much. I went to college there twice for organ at music conservatories.
Why do you think Pennsylvanians happen to exist? And are so hated? 2 questions, now. New York is like Ohio. It does have many differences, I bet. I wouldn't be the only expert. The traits I share with my dad I copied. They would be from PA, nothing wrong with that. He lived it. I am formed like Floridians scrape to form themselves. Did you have any problems with Europe? Cuz with my mom being in a sense "European" or non-American and white, I kinda probably don't have problems with if there is any hope of a difference between the 2.
You know, I probably am so little in know-how from not having a blog all along. I coulda gotten one in junior hi, a little late. You know, computers weren't as popular for the internet until the late 1990s. The formatting looked like a typewriter.
It's not that I should not talk to anyone cuz they'd be jealous. Everyone wants'em a little Pennsylvania. It's not about having it at 0 but of having other things.
I have to agree it is better to be a pure race than mixed. About my mixture, people think it makes sense tho and creates a liveable being. I'm talking even ethnicity. I've seen proof it makes a difference. I can name the names? Well, let's talk Ricky Gervais. People are who they are. They are a part of a race or they are not part of a certain race. A race is no better than another necessarily. You will find someone you accept over those who are wrong in the end.
I fear this is how I talk and what happened to me. If I don't post it, I wrote nothing again. I didn't realize I skipped 3 lines for this. Neat? What is neat to others? Anything that's not neat cuz then yer Pennsylvanian? LOL.. Isn't it something special? Pennsylvanian farming families? I heard we were Amish/PA Dutch. That's a more pure culture but not a pure ethnicity. The evil probably comes from the mix. I watched Amish ghosts. Ghosts are a good thing. They show life after death. Or torture. I bet a person could bring a ghost to life if only knew how. It's how life got created under the watch of a god.
I am still in limbo on if my writing this is not good or not. I think it is more intelligent and desire-filled than most things. I'll just say sorry it's not 1st sorted out in my head. And that it seems to go against the beliefs even of very good people put at the stake to decide what to make of me/it.
So, is this homework done or taboo? ;) (I forget why I winked.)
I ran into an Asian lady, and I had just been half called a retard half joked with and I was so stupid and tired I was upset. I waltzed around, and people looked at me like "I didn't do 'it.'" I felt tired and was ready to be left alone driving there. I dunno why really, I know I had a mad streak, but when I ran into the lady, who was tan and seemed prejudiced I thought, "Got away." I didn't do anything, didn't try to make this known. I thought then, "Go find your real children," and looked at white people and it didn't happen. They literally called me the n word, I feel. They kinda smiled, too. Wait, it wasn't even, "Go away," which I think a lot. It was, "Leave me alone." She acted like maybe I was something weird as an Asian as some accomplishment and that now I was nothing. She thought she had my life to torture I feel, now. I ended it positive and all, thinking snappily, "It's not in it in *blank*" It just sorta came out. No one will leave me alone, all these losers here. That brings me to The Phantom of the Opera. The Phantom, whom I saw it for, acted like messed up Orlando was good, so good.. and that Tampa thinking they were real Floridians were bad. It doesn't say anywhere how long one lives somewhere. It's all about getting attention from Europe as being a "pure race." And it was just "no." I'm sorry, but I think a lotta us think we'd love other cultures. I myself lived in a different culture than either parent. I have a lotta benefits people are jealous of and people think I couldn't emulate and recreate the phantom. That's not what I do with myself, tho, tho it kinda is.. I don't shoot for that itself but to be me in a better way, LOL..
So, this whole time, my dad is driving like a mad man on the inside in spirit. Just because I slipped. The show wasn't lame, but the situation still existed, like it was more important.
I will admit I was not perfect, but I cannot seem to check myself out since Tim Burton and Johnny Depp became famous. It's not because of me but because of my parents that I would not be considered Floridian and New Orleanian. I am suspicious of the fact that being New Yorker and Pennsylvanian is trashy in some way.. Something is owed and due to me. I will not say I am my parents only to be told suddenly it is better to be from somewhere I'm not when I just said that. I mean, 1st me having blood from PA is uncool and suddenly when I describe it PA means something again for the people who live there but not me, like some trick. Like I'm not a worthy servant. Quit making Pennsylvaniers and New Yorkers servants to embody that which you think is a sorta basic scratch and sniff example to parade while you use us as like simple little legos when we're real people. LOL, that made sense, but I don't know how.
I sound rather mad here, and I don't intend to. It just seemed like I was being tricked that I should say something else or that it would take way too long or maybe I just don't wanna fix something this long and meaningless. Meaningless explanations to me, in a way. I don't know about bad guys in New York and Pennsylvania. I went there in the airport, and the men there were very competent, Buffalo, NY. NYC seems spectacular, maybe a bit agitated, never toured there. I did land in a plane there and stayed on it on my way to Rochester, NY for 2 weeks.
I just remembered I forgot to add up there that I got my female thing before the show started and it got bigger than usual. I see it affects my ability to think. I also got hungry but feel to shy to go out and get something, also am using the restroom. Water! Also wanna get this down on my blog. I don't have snack cracker packs to open up.. I need to be on a diet. I got off it a bit. Not just the holidays..
So, about what I think, I dunno about what I'm made of from my parents it being boring in Pennsylvania in the 1950s and 1960s and the farmers before that. My mom's side I think owned something like a factory or farm on a side. That's probably what's to worry about, the mentality you can get from Mom and Dad.. I bet you trust people who move to Florida from PA more than me? I was not even created up north, and my mom is not even from this hemisphere but as white as white can be. *bawls* Will we ever solve the mystery of Dad? Any of us, including us Pennsylvaniers, could be born somewhere like Pennsylvania, and it'd "have" to work out. It's not a guarantee we won't be! I just don't think Pennsylvania sucks. I have a good mix from Pennsylvania and a little from New York. None from the 2 P cities. Boy o boy, wait until you look for a city in the NE. I agree, PA is its own animal! It's like, okay, I got what I want, should I go? NY has some issues, but some of it seems okay. It seems like a class barrier. They do get mad. PA? They are questionable. It might make me seem stupid to be from a farm from there. Wait, that is inaccurate. That is my dad. Just because I was shy in Slidell, LA, does not mean I am not actually from there. People want to lock others up as a failure since Tim Burton and Johnny Depp became famous. We can't further ourselves. I lived in Sllidell, LA, from 2 years of junior hi, all 4 years of hi school, and some college in the city. My shyness is getting in the way of me being judged. I think some people just don't like me. CA and FL are boring heritage-wise. FL has nice beaches, tho. See what's here.. I guarantee you, people from CA and FL have brains.
Um, don't make up more excuses like I was white before and now I'm not. I didn't make myself tan. Lotta people get tans, and my skin is usually paler, my face. My Gramma was white but not pink and looks a little darker now. She has the paternal Native American indian. Her mom has Ashkenazi Jewish, too. Perhaps, my dad's dad was white and from NE PA. Also, he has relatives in Cleveland, where I loved it so much. I went to college there twice for organ at music conservatories.
Why do you think Pennsylvanians happen to exist? And are so hated? 2 questions, now. New York is like Ohio. It does have many differences, I bet. I wouldn't be the only expert. The traits I share with my dad I copied. They would be from PA, nothing wrong with that. He lived it. I am formed like Floridians scrape to form themselves. Did you have any problems with Europe? Cuz with my mom being in a sense "European" or non-American and white, I kinda probably don't have problems with if there is any hope of a difference between the 2.
You know, I probably am so little in know-how from not having a blog all along. I coulda gotten one in junior hi, a little late. You know, computers weren't as popular for the internet until the late 1990s. The formatting looked like a typewriter.
It's not that I should not talk to anyone cuz they'd be jealous. Everyone wants'em a little Pennsylvania. It's not about having it at 0 but of having other things.
I have to agree it is better to be a pure race than mixed. About my mixture, people think it makes sense tho and creates a liveable being. I'm talking even ethnicity. I've seen proof it makes a difference. I can name the names? Well, let's talk Ricky Gervais. People are who they are. They are a part of a race or they are not part of a certain race. A race is no better than another necessarily. You will find someone you accept over those who are wrong in the end.
I fear this is how I talk and what happened to me. If I don't post it, I wrote nothing again. I didn't realize I skipped 3 lines for this. Neat? What is neat to others? Anything that's not neat cuz then yer Pennsylvanian? LOL.. Isn't it something special? Pennsylvanian farming families? I heard we were Amish/PA Dutch. That's a more pure culture but not a pure ethnicity. The evil probably comes from the mix. I watched Amish ghosts. Ghosts are a good thing. They show life after death. Or torture. I bet a person could bring a ghost to life if only knew how. It's how life got created under the watch of a god.
I am still in limbo on if my writing this is not good or not. I think it is more intelligent and desire-filled than most things. I'll just say sorry it's not 1st sorted out in my head. And that it seems to go against the beliefs even of very good people put at the stake to decide what to make of me/it.
So, is this homework done or taboo? ;) (I forget why I winked.)
How I Feel
I feel as though things are going better but that I have to look out for thinking I have it too good and messing up. You know?..
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